Your very existence is a problem...

Let me be a little vulnerable on this blog...

I am really happy these days.

Everyday I communicate with my followers on social networking sites,

I've been communicating with my followers on social networking sites every day, and more and more people have joined my fan club,

I'm getting more confident that I can do better,

I was really happy to have started SNS.

I had some troubles, and I couldn't save enough money to open a gym,

I had a lot of anti-fan club members who sent me a lot of DMs saying, “I don't want to see you,

The girls who run the fan club are copying and pasting my blogs that I worked so hard to write...

But I was happy enough as it is.

But recently, something I just can't stand ....

I feel like I'm being power-harassed so badly...

Many of you know that I am bullied by my female boss.

But recently, my male boss (let's call him Mr. A) has been escalating his power harassment.

Mr. A is the boss of the female boss who is bullying me.

I wonder if he might be the one who is directing my bullying. I'm even beginning to wonder.

The more I recall our communication at work, the more depressed I feel...

Training Instruction

When I finish my training instruction, my supervisor, Mr. A, suddenly speaks to me.

“Hey, you're never going to get results with that kind of approach. Teach them better. I can't watch.

He said, “You're talking like that, that's why people don't trust you. You need to improve!

They're here because they want to get results, so let go of your naive thinking.”

This is how I was pushed into a corner.

I know I am immature. I also know that I am not satisfying my customers.

I'm frustrated about that.

But could you be a little nicer to me?

During a break, while I was playing with my phone, ....

Mr. A came up to me,

Don't look at your phone, study. What are you thinking?

Have you ever thought about what will happen to you in the future if you keep taking breaks like this?

Seems like other trainers are working more, what are you doing?

The pressure is great like this.

I'm properly following the rule breaks...

Besides, the break is an important time when I'm interacting with the troops.

I don't want this time taken away from me, but if the power harassment continues any longer, I'll stop taking breaks too.

What's the problem with fiddling with your phone during break time? I asked him, and he retorted, “Your very existence is the problem...”

What am I supposed to do?

Sorry, about your recent fan club post...

I feel like the power harassment is having a negative impact on my social networking and fan club posts.

In fact, I've recently rejected a number of videos I've shot...

I feel like I can't get over it... I used to enjoy a good time with the troops...

When I'm feeling good, when I'm touching myself,

Do you think a guy like you should feel so good?

I feel like I'm being talked to like this, and... I'm getting a little tired of it.

It's a problem I need to do something about.

I've made a weak statement, but it's my problem and I'm going to do something to solve it.

Thank you for your patience with my true feelings today.

I try to act as cheerful as possible on social networking sites and fan clubs, but I can't help but show my true feelings only on my blog.

Please forgive me.