Is this sexual harassment? About the progress of my dream...

Thanks for reading my blog 🔖.

And the fan club campaign last week,

A lot of people supported me.

Thank you so much.

Actually, there were some people who said “I want it to be more like this” or “It's not what I expected,” and I myself was worried about how to respond to them....

In the end, those people said, “I support everything you do, Shiori! I am really glad that they said that.

I feel deeply that the reason we were able to get so excited together was thanks to the members of the team who watched over us until the very end.

Once again, thank you very much.

Now, today, I would like to write about another problem that is not easily expressed on social media.

About my recent problems...

I solicited blog themes in the post.

Then,

1) What are your recent problems?

2) What is the progress of your independence?

I will try to answer these questions in this blog.

(Other questions also came in, but I'll write about them next time when I can. Thank you for giving me the theme 😭)

I'm going to say a concern I haven't expressed on social media...

I'm actually a personal and I'm wondering if I'm being sexually harassed by a client. I've been getting more and more of that.

Maybe... they touch my buttocks?

(With such force that I can't tell if he touched me or not...)

(I don't even know if they touched me or not...) Sometimes they directly ask me to go to a hotel next time...

I sometimes feel scared. I feel scared............I mean, a hotel, right?

When I act unfriendly, they say, “You don't get customers because of that attitude, do you?

“Isn't that why you don't get any guests?” I don't know what to do...

Of course, from an objective point of view, there are those who think, “Why don't you talk to the gym about that,” or “Why don't you report it to your boss or management?” I think there are some people who think that.

I know that is the correct response.

However, when it comes down to it, it's hard to take care of it because the person is a regular customer or it may be treated as just a “joke” depending on how it's phrased.

My mind goes round and round with all kinds of thoughts, such as, “Is it my fault?

Recently, I thought that the power harassment from my boss had calmed down, but now I am being sexually harassed by a customer.

One problem after another, I found myself thinking, “Why do I have so many troubles?” I thought to myself, “Why do I have so many problems?

Maybe there is a problem with me too.

Should I be more angry? I sometimes wonder if I should be more angry.

It's getting a bit heavy, so I'll stop here.

I will do something, so please don't worry too much...

Progress of the gym

Another thing I would like to report is the progress of the gym.

I have always wanted to go independent from my current gym.

In fact, I have been working under the radar for a long time, looking for a store, going to talk to women who have actually become independent, and so on.

And let me tell you the result,

I knew I didn't have enough money.

Thinking about what I would do after opening the business, it was difficult to stay in Tokyo where the rent is so high...

I thought I would sneak out and do it in a room in a rural area. I thought about doing it secretly in a room in a rural area,

But I thought it would be difficult to attract customers... I thought about doing it secretly in a room in a rural area, but it would be difficult to attract visitors...

And the members of the team would be limited in who could come,

I wondered what that would be like, even though they had been supporting us. I felt that it would be difficult to attract visitors.

So..,

After consulting with many people, I decided to start a small online service.

• Online Lesson

• Dietary management

• Support for people to be healthy

I hope to do more and more things like that. I'm hoping to do more and more things like that.

I took your advice,

I might start a separate social networking site for training. I might start another social networking site for training.

I am working towards my dream step by step.

Maybe,

I'm sure some of you might think that I should start my own business instead of taking it so easy....

I have thought about it a lot,

This is the best I could do,

I hope you will support me even though I am like this 😭

I'm so frustrated because I'm not strong enough....

But I haven't given up on my dream of opening a gym,

I want to support my customers' health and training with online services first.

P.S.

Is anyone interested in becoming a member of Shiori's fan club?

From now on, I'm planning to send limited information only to those who are interested in the fan club, so please register if you want to join.